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[ god. does she? she has to think about that one for like a solid minute

and more importantly: is she going to wig the fuck out? ]

I.

I... would like... a hug. I think.

Alright.

[ they take her other hand, slowly, and then step closer, gauging her reaction. ]

[ she doesn't move for a few moments, not even her fingers, breathing shallowly—

...and then she laces her fingers with theirs, loosely. ]

...okay.

[ they reach out to embrace her, bringing themself close against her but keeping the hug loose enough that it's not stifling. ]

Even a "stupid move" is a step forward. Mistakes tell us what we shouldn't do in the future. As long as you don't stay in one place, you'll be able to enjoy freedom.

[ she's sort of stiff, at first, and it's easy to tell that she's breathing too fast to really be relaxed, but—it's not as hard as she thought to just... lean into it, her chin resting on their shoulder.

why are her eyes wet. who authorized this ]

Suppose... all I have to do is—keep doing my best, then.

[ they gently rub circles on her back, being careful to not apply much pressure. ]

Mm. That's right. Nobody can ask you for anything else.

...mm.

[ actually she's really more just putting her face on their shoulder because she can actually cry for real right now. god. ]

I think I—really missed this.

Yeah. It's always nice to be close to someone. And to be able to let go.

...thanks. I really mean it.

Of course. You're important to me, Hope. Thank you.

...geez. My heart can barely take this.

[ it's said in the cadence of a joke, though. ]

I could say the L word and put you out of your misery if you want.

...well. "The greatest of these," as it's said, so there's far, far worse ways to go.

[ maybe if she gets back into her stride with being slightly flippant she will not expire on the fucking spot, ]

[ They stare at her smiling for a very long moment, and then: ]

I love you, Hope.

[ she's expecting it and it's still her first instinct to wince, which feels ugly. but—

...but. ]

...what—what does it mean to you? When you say that.

...A lot of things. It depends on who I'm saying it to.

What do you mean, when—you say it, just now, then?

Above all, that you're very important to me. Beyond that...I mean that I feel an emotional closeness to you that's not quite familial or romantic, but intimate nonetheless. Because of that, I think you're something to be cared for and cherished.

[ she has to cover her face with her hands for a few moments, breathing into them. ]

...someday, I'll—respond properly. But.

Thank you.

Thank you.

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